Why can't I be happy? Why can't I feel normal? Why do I sit here crying in my office and using every ounce of energy not to SCREAM AND SCREAM AND SCREAM. Where can I run to? What can I do? I feel trapped and frantic and all I want is to be happy again. Why is that so hard? Why can't I be happy?
I'm hoping today's plummet is PMS. Because if it's not, it means that yet another med isn't working for me. I sit here in silent despair and people 5 feet away don't even know. How can they not feel it?
Why do I feel like this is all my fault? Why do I feel like I could just snap out of it if I could try hard enough?
Posted by rachel at June 14, 2005 01:12 PM