Last night I got to hold Oliver & Wesley for the first time. I just kept whispering, "We've been waiting for you!"
Spent 2 hours talking on the phone with TheBoy last night. I feel like I'm belatedly living the stereotypical phone-loving teen years I somehow managed to miss. The awkward pauses in our conversation are pretty much gone. I am shocked to discover how much I can talk. I am shocked to discover that I want to tell everyone I meet about him, rather than keeping my crush-feelings to myself; this has never happened before, that I can remember.
Jen and I had lunch today. Mmm. Soup.
She said I was radiating happiness.
I am.
I am happy. My chest feels like I will explode.
This terrifies me.
I want to throw myself headlong into life, without being held back by the fear of getting hurt.
Posted by rachel at July 13, 2005 04:42 PM
Josh told me this last night and I asked him for more information. I was so excited! He said that he couldn't remember more because it was two days ago that he had read it. What! Two days ago and you haven't told me! He also failed to tell me that my stepmom had called to say that her mother's companion of more than 30 years was dying. He's really keeping me from the important information these days.
What I really want to say is, no matter what happens, I'm so so happy for you, Rachel!
Posted by: Michelle at July 15, 2005 04:02 PM
Fantastic!
Posted by: Jeff at July 14, 2005 10:37 PM