We went out last night & I found myself wondering why on earth I was worrying about anything. There is just something so *right* about being with him. And when I'm with him, I have no doubt that he enjoys being with me.
One thing I've been thinking about (and that we've discussed a bit) is that, as a 4, I am always thinking about the past or wondering about the future. I just can't live in the present moment. (He, on the other hand, is just the opposite. Living in the moment & unable to plan ahead.) Usually the only place where I can stop the whirling of my mind and just BE is in the woods. And now it also seems to be with Dave. I find myself just thoroughly enjoying each second as it comes, rather than racing ahead with "what if's".
Posted by rachel at August 4, 2005 09:57 AM
Why?
Posted by: Rachel at August 12, 2005 04:28 PM
crap girl, he's a NINE??!! wow - hold on to that one!!
Posted by: kp at August 5, 2005 08:58 AM